I’ve been dealing with a lot of doubts and resistance, well actually for a long time, when it comes to my new career. But now I believe I’ve “landed”. I know it’ll save me a lot of energy. It’s time to get going and trust the process.
I’m back in Berlin since almost a week and I’m trying to find a way to deal with everything that’s happening. My body is very unbalanced, I have no idea what’s going on. It’s a bit scary. But I’m doing my best to relax and to focus on the programming now. And yes, the weather is very nice here, it’s spring for sure.
I’ve been feeling fatigued lately (I more or less always do but it’s still a scale). It’s my “usual” stomach problems. And I’ve been thinking a lot about my diet and if I can do something more to help myself. Because these issues are affecting my life a lot. It’s what’s holding me back from enjoying life, to fully participate.
An update from Gili Air. It’s like paradise here. Very hot and humid though. I’ve been through a lot since I last wrote. It’s all been for the better, very much for the better. And I’ve said goodbye to my vegan diet. That was really very unexpected. I don’t want to limit myself anymore. I’m so done with that.
I have finally checked out from my hotel and had the best lunch in a long time here in Ubud. It makes me feel better. I think this feeling of loneliness will pass. A change is going to come, so much is moving inside of me. And I got reminded of how much I love to dance.
I really don’t know how much I’ll post from Bali but today I write about my third day here. I attended my first yoga class since I arrived and revisited the Yoga Barn, a place I have many memories from. I’m still not really feeling that good. My stomach is also upset, unfortunately that is more my “normal” state. And yes, still very tired.
This is my place to tell some stories. Stories from my current life and stories from the journey I have been on since I left my previous career in Sweden.
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